I'm awake hours before the alarm goes off in excited anticipation. I always love these days, our days. The red glow of the clock reads one am, ugggg hours to go yet. I'm not tired at all, but I need to sleep. My thoughts go to you and I feel that tingle already. Wow it's Thursday. I can't believe I'm still getting all giddy. Nervous, excited, and oh so happy, these days are too few and far between. Two-thirty am and I can't take it any longer so I climb out of bed to make myself a glass of juice. Not the least bit sleepy I mill around the dark house a little, then head back to bed. I finally drift off to sleep but not for long I'm so ex